July - August 2013

Well I've had nothing but problems with Sienna since her return from her father's. She won't socialise with her friends any more just picks fights with them, plus I've had to give up work until she's in full time school because I can not leave her with anyone as she gets so distressed and clingy it breaks my heart.

It turns out Neil is in a relationship and has been since 6th March 2013, so what was all the touchy feely stuff about in April and the i love and miss you both with most of the telephone calls that i have made to him since our return from Sunderland?? He used to class this as cheating when he and I was together but now it's him doing it with his ex it's ok. One rule for me and another for him.

This explains some of sienna's behaviour because not only did he put her in an awkward situation with a complete stranger and hope she would accept it, he also neglected her.

She was there for 10 days and for five of those 10 days he refused to bath her with a lame excuse about her not wanting to bath because of blisters on her feet.

I've had no opinion but to talk to children's services about his actions to get told that his reasons are lame, he's the adult and he should not allow a four year old to rule him over hygiene. They also advised me that in future contact should be in her own home.

Sienna is constantly telling me now that she hates her dad. That she never wants to see him again. When asked why she says he's with Louise.

She asked me to tell him she doesn't want to know her dad while he is with this woman. I have done this to get the following responses....

       "If she hates me that much I'll do the right thing and fuck off out I'll life"
And
       "I haven't got a chance when you're twisting her mind have I? I'm not giving Louise up so get over it."

I had to go the toilet after reading them messages because they made me violently sick. Not only is he accusing me of emotionally abusing my daughter (something I might add I would never ever dream of doing), but he's also decided to give up his own flesh and blood for a woman and play happy families with her and her kids. I'm sorry but there's one word for it and that's disgraceful.

Everyone deserves some sort of happiness but how many of you are willing to put yourselves before your four year old child's happiness?? I know her happiness comes before my own. His excuse is 300 miles.. Well I'm sorry but that is no excuse.

WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND COULD POSSIBLY PUT THIS THING..

BEFORE THIS PICTURE OF INNOCENCE AND BEAUTY????

How can anyone do that to an innocent child?

All I can say is I hope he's happy with his new family because his daughter is in pieces.