I'm really looking forward to seeing Neil again. I know I see him every time I face time him but that isn't enough.
When I left 11 months ago it was like someone stabbed me in the heart.. All it would have taken was for Neil to tell me he still loved me and wanted me to stay and i would have cancelled the move. I was heart broken and it has caused so problems because I can't believe how he could give us up with out a fight. The most he said back then when i rang him in tears was "I don't want you to go".
It was like we had never been away. I always got kisses and cuddles from Neil and now was no different. God I had missed this.
We was with each other every day. We kissed, we cuddled even walked round town one day hand in hand like we used to when we was together. I was in heaven. I thought "yes he still loves me. He's going to beg me to come back home", but he didn't. I would have stayed up there and not gone home. My heart is up there and always will be.
I ended up having car problems so he helped me get a new one. We chased round everywhere but finally got it sorted.
I left on 5th April and went to my son's in Leicestershire. I rang Neil to let him know we had arrived safely. He told us he loved and missed us both. We told him we love and miss him too.
Things soon went back to how they used to be when we got home. Neil never contacting us. Sienna and I having to ring him all the time.
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